Truths Part I

Whats better than telling the truth not a whole lot to be honest..i mean I'm not going to lie because that would be going against what i just said...i have lied unfortunately my fair share in my life so far not only to other people but mostly it seems to myself. i used to walk around carrying my head high even though in all honestly i wasn't happy. I fooled myself into believing that by not sharing with people how i truly was, that i wasn't hurting anyone, but in reality i was I was not only hurting myself I was hurting everyone that cared about me. Looking back i have hurt so many people that i deeply cared about and the time has come to own up to it. Even though probably they will never read this i want to announce publicly that..yes i have cheated on previous girlfriends both to be exact...not proud of this. I have also said hateful things about other people behind their back not meaning to hurt anyone but in the process...hurting some one. Wronging people like this isn't worth it....nor is it fair to your self or them.Trust is something that it seems our world struggles with and when it bulls down to it and when you show a lack of trust or integrity it's hard for people to believe anything you say. Making steps to change is hard, but being open and accepting advice from people that are close to you...i believe will help me become the person that god has sent me here to be. I hope that anyone that reads this see's and remembers that yes we are forgiven from god and his mercy but that everyday we should try harder and harder to be a better people and to show love to people that we couldn't show with out him!