Where to Captain?

Have you ever just wanted to say....OK now what, or now where do i go. That has been a constant quest in my life. There were times where the road has got a bit bumpy, and I really didn't know What to do, Where to go, Who to talk to. I have always made it a mission to get approval from other people of who i am as a person rather than being happy with who i am. I guess you can say making time for friends and the things that were going on in their life was easier than making time for myself and actually enjoying where I was. I've been searching for the man that god wants me to be and more or less where he wants me to go...this sometimes seems almost impossible....for many months i was waiting for god to help me move and decide whats best for my life, but i think he's wanting me to step out of my comfort zone and...honestly just move...i feel like honestly God is trying to pushing me to just do something and know that he's right there beside me... I feel he wants me to learn sometimes in ways that will help me grow so if that by doing something that at the time seems impossible or maybe even improbable...to honestly just put trust and faith not only in myself but in Him and just do it.....it says in Matthew 17:20 "Because you have little faith," he said. "I assure that if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain, 'Go from here to there,' and it will go. There will be nothing that you can't do."

So i guess what I'm trying to say, in tough times i feel like it is hard and some time tiring to stop and really think about things like "am i trusting someone that has my best interests in mind, or am i doing what i want to do." Our agenda sometimes over powers what God is puts in our heart. I've personally Caught my self sometimes just taking a step back and saying "Where To Captain?"